Victims of the Cultural
Revolution: An Investigative Account of Persecution, Imprisonment and Murder
Introduction
By Youqin Wang
1. Between Cows and Chickens
When
I began writing the history of the Cultural Revolution years ago, I first
interviewed hundreds of people who had lived through that period. In view of my
assessment that there is in fact a huge discrepancy between the written records
from the period of the Cultural Revolution and the historical facts, the
emphasis was placed more on interviews and investigations than on materials
gathered from previous writings. A vast number of stories that happened during
the Cultural Revolution were neither reported nor recorded at the time of their
occurrence. As this huge gap existed between what was written about the
Cultural Revolution and what actually happened in reality, these firsthand investigations
play an important role in portraying faithfully the Cultural Revolution.
My
heartfelt thanks go to all those interviewed who have spent their precious time
with me to relate past events. These recollections, in many cases, are very
painful and embarrassing. However, because of their sense of morality, courage,
and good intentions to support my work, they are able to overcome the
withdrawal and fears deep in their hearts. These people have spoken out from
their recollections, and some even have helped me with my search for historical
facts. Furthermore, some among them have not only given me an account of
figures and events that happened during the Cultural Revolution, but also
shared with me what they learned through their personal experiences.
One
elderly person I interviewed is a teacher. He was labeled an active
counterrevolutionary during the Cultural Revolution, and spent many years on a
reform-through-labor farm. He said that he had done a variety of manual labors,
one of which was herding cattle.
His
field of study is engineering, and he had never herded cattle. At first, seeing
a herd of gigantic monsters who could move freely but could not communicate
with humans, he was bound to be nervous. After a period of time, he noticed
that the herd was not hostile towards him nor intended to harm him. Little by
little, the cattle also began to listen to his command, so peace developed
between them.
There
was a big willow tree on the farm, and the green grass nearby was thick and
luxuriant. The teacher often led the herd of cattle there to graze.
Later,
a cow in the herd grew old and could no longer work, so the old cow was
slaughtered, and the event took place beside the big willow tree.
After
the old cow was slaughtered, the teacher tried to lead the herd to graze near
the big willow tree. However, the cattle
stood still mooing, and the sound was mournful. He tried again twice
afterwards, but the herd still refused to graze there, mooing plaintively in
chorus like before, which saddened him also. From that time on he would not
herd the cattle under the big willow tree where the old cow had been
slaughtered, in spite of the fact that the grass there was more luxuriant than
that elsewhere. For many years he has been wondering at the memories and
persistence the cows showed.
I
listened and asked curiously: Did the cows remember the place where their
companion was slaughtered and so mooed plaintively, refusing to go there? Do
animals possess such sympathy and memory?
He
said that was indeed the case with cows, but was not necessarily true with
other animals. For example, chickens were different. Chickens usually played
merrily where their companions had been butchered as if they did not sense
anything unusual. Sometimes a few chickens were grabbed from the coop and
butchered, their feathers were plucked and their chests cut open. When things
like intestines were thrown out on the floor, other chickens would rush to peck
at them and fight for them with one another. As I listened, two pictures, one
describing the conduct of cows and the other the conduct of chickens, unfolded
in my mind. They were clear and real. I knew that this teacher was relating a
part of his true-life experiences rather than deliberately making up some fable
or satire. Stories like these simply cannot be fabricated. Unless you had
first-hand observation, you would not know such details. Nevertheless, I was
touched by another train of thought.
I
thought of people while listening to the stories of cows and chickens.
To
ordinary people living in a post-Cultural Revolution era, we are all placed in
certain positions between cows and chickens.
A
vast number of people died from persecution during the Cultural Revolution.
Some of them were beaten to death in public places; some were tortured to death
during imprisonment; some committed suicide after being subjected to beatings
and humiliation; and some others died of starvation, illnesses, or mental
abuse. These victims had been teachers, parents, classmates, friends,
relatives, colleagues, neighbors, and members of the community. What kind of
memory have their deaths left for us? What kind of response have we made
towards their deaths? What have we done for their deaths? Protest? Sympathize?
Help? Keep silent? Turn away? Take pleasure in their misfortune? Drop stones on
them when they have already fallen into a well? Be accomplices or bystanders?
Forget? Embellish? Or devote ourselves to seeking facts and justice? Despite
the deep oppressed during the Cultural Revolution, spaces still more or less
existed in different kinds of methods, which were for individuals to choose
from different ways. After the Cultural Revolution, remembering and recording
facts are met with many obstructions, but spaces for individual choice are much
wider than during the era of the Cultural Revolution; hence the greater need for
people to determine their positions.
The
treatments that cows and chickens showed towards their dead companions,
observed by the teacher from the reform-through-labor farm, have revealed two
patterns and provided a coordinate axis of reference for measurement and
comparison.
The
writing of this book and all types of work related to it, including
investigations and writings, can also be viewed in terms of a struggle and effort
that the individual conscience has been making between the ways of cows and
chickens.
(To
be continued)